At 41, I have surrendered to the fact that I am a Wandering-Visionary Hermit.
Just writing this makes my heart swell with a sense of purpose...
which we keep searching for only to find that as we attain it at that Moment, it expand and splinters into many purposes...
according to the Webster dictionary, I am both
A : one that retires from society and lives in solitude especially for religious reasons : recluse
B : a spiced molasses cookie
some how at this present now, i really resonate with definition B.
I threw in the Visionary part! A: because I can and B: because it is.
Webster says: A : having or marked by foresight and imagination and of the nature of a vision : illusory b : incapable of being realized or achieved
and again the second one resonates, but mostly with my Ego.
It May be that we are always Realized and the Achievement is always Present.
or that neither is really ever attainable, because we are constantly expanding and experiencing,
I like the second theory, because it gives me the opportunity to just chill out and "let it be".
I've gone and done it again... My friends are no longer surprised, they are expectant and probably are mildly entertained by where and what I will come up with next.
I have wandered away from my Tropical Sunshine Paradise, to ......LA ???
What is definite is that this Path I am walking is all about the Transformation of this personality Stacy Lynn Floyd... It is about the transformation of Humanity.
The Goal is to sustainably focus the consciousness of ny Multi- Lifetimes-Karmic Third Dimension Repeat Offender to a Divine Being expressing Life through her Human ness expanding!
And to continue the awakening and expand it throughout the knowing that all of ME is related to all of YOU, we are all One Divine Presence, Minding multiple dimensional life experiences.
Wow! that's a pretty groovy purpose.
What I hear and what I am experiencing is this... moving into this state of conscious awareness will elevate my spiritual self from the excruciating suffering of karma, scarcity, fear, pain and self sabotage, which I have mastered in my forgetful human form. :)
To remembering and mastering my true Divine Presence that is Spirit-energy first, abundant, unified with all there is, possessing limitless potential, and pure LOVE.
Now to achieve this, I must really get down and dirty with Tending to my businesses of living Here and Now.
And this my friends is Not always easy. For I must:
1. Step for a moment back into the past to revisit all that yummy karmic programming and reruns. Bring them into awareness, release then... And re program.
2. Step up and into my personal Responsibility of being here at this present moment, and all that has ever transpired before, NOW and what I may create in the future.
3. Forgive myself for endless cycles and loops of unconscious blundering and ignorance. Forgive myself for letting my mind and ego run a muck.
4. Forgive myself for allowing other (people) get all up in my Business, to the point, I forgot how to listen to my own guidance.
5. Forgive myself for blaming other (people) for when their advice, backfired, because I didn't listen to my own guidance.
6. Love All the layers of me.
7. Remember at every moment I AM A DIVINE BEING, HAVING A HUMAN EXPERIENCE.
8. Mind my own business
9. Mind my own business
10. Did I say, Mind my own business.
There is a lot to be said about Unity Consciousness... I say that if it does not exist within... how can you ever be Aware of it... it doesn't feel like it is outside of me...
Emphatically, I feel the pain of everything...
Especially in a City with the density of millions of projections of Self, in nature, in flesh, in spirit...
transforming, expanding...
I say "get it together inside girl" so you can project the unity throughout
Integrating the "as above, so below"... feels about right...
For now I'm going to run with that!
let us anchor the light
Saturday, December 12, 2009
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