On Sunday past, I stayed behind for a prayer session with one of the lovely practioners at Agape Spiritual Community. Interestingly, considering my very religious background that I literally ran screaming away from, I find myself returning to this place of gathering.
I lovvvvvvvvvve Agape! It has the Churchlessness of limiting doctrines, rules and regulations that scalp you and all your self esteem. Replaced by some serious Conscious Awareness,.like wow..., energetic power streaming off the surfaces and appearing from the ether to invade every pore and shake it all out!
So I stood in line, and watched beautiful light people sit amongst their personal "person of light". These lovely souls donating there time to sitting, listening and speaking about what was on your heart. And then they gathered your hands and sometimes your person, and petitioned the highest realms on your behalf. The observing alone, was purifying, humbling, grounding...
Then it was my turn...
I know the angels led this woman to me, the synchronicities abounded. Her eyes, the sparkling blue waters of Belize, her presence, angels manifested in form, I felt at home. We spoke, we shared, she petitioned all the forces of "All There IS"; and I felt the famaliar movement in my body, the energetic chills, the flush of heat, the stingy of tears in my eyes. Here, this powerful reflection of light, shared her story, that was mirrored to mine... she smiled and said...Be easy, be gentle...be kind to yourself, Love yourself more, you are well on your path. Sit still for a bit, listen to your intuition more, listen to others less :)...it's just the ego, raising itself up, losing it's hold, becoming your servant.
I had encountered this many times over the past few months. The words of, Being Gentle and easy with one's self.
So harsh I am, slapping myself all over the place, you should do this, you could be that, don't say that , don't think this! Stacy Girl, with love I forgive you and love thee...
And yet this inner source of who I AM, who YOU ARE, Loves completely and unconditionally. It never stings our/it's self-worth, punishes for a misstep, speaks harsh words in our/it's ears, abandons us/itself when we/it are less than pure light. "Be easy girl, love self more"... it says repeatedly. "Our love for you far exceeds what you in your present dimensionality could ever fathom at this time, yet this is where you are going. The source of all knows only of your perfection in the reflection of itself. It only sees your highest potential. Forgives you beyond the mistakes you percieve you make. It is in constant care and love of you.Because you are a part of All there is, a very precious, integral, important part, serving the unfolding of LIFE! This All Creative Force, can you never be seperated or lost from; and Never have you ever been".
As this message comes to me, in so many forms...often in a whisper in my ear...Be easy, you are loved, you are guided!
My breath steadies, my senses clear, my heart expands, my soul recieves and the flow is On! At times I need daily reminders of this. I need to see and feel that I am surrounded by Spirit that is US ...to Infinity and Beyond!!! Thank you spirit...for Agape!
It is apparent to me that in the minding of this path, Being Gentle with Self is at the top of the list. I can do this, it feels so good and so effortless... I wonder if I make it harder than it really is....
"Yes, sister girl, at times you do"! But it's all good, part of journey to clarity.
So for this New Year...do your thing, keep stretching a bit more toward your full awakening, keep releasing the dross of that; that no longer serves. Be diligent in your intentions, meditations and minding your thoughts (for we are manifesting at quickening light). Be focused to your bursting creativity, self empowerment and that of others. Be selfless in your service to all, give more, allow more...be in peace, in joy, in fun, in fun, she prayed Have more fun!...be gentle...
"I am doing very well, I am on my path, I am listening to the whispers of my Higher Self Guiding my every step".
Bliss in this Gentleness
love love
stacy
Monday, December 28, 2009
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